Shock and what it really means...

Tonight, I was flipping around on Twitter and I accidentally, believe it or not, came across someone with my first name and my ex's last name. Considering the tremendous heartache this breakup has left me in, I cannot explain the way it made me feel to see my first name with his last name and the physical, wrenching feeling, part shock, part nausea, part fear, part devastation.

Normally, I wouldn't blog about that, but I'm exhausted and can't find a better outlet for this awful feeling I just want to get out.

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