Life is unreal.

This is the first time I've staying in one state for longer than 2 weeks at a time in the past six months. I feel like I finally lined up all the dominoes in a straight line and once I tapped the first one, it wasn't any problem at all to get them to all fall.

Pretty f-ing cool.

So I have had plenty of time to work through all my crap and I'm finding it's incredibly easy to fit into the lifestyle here. It's a little odd, I feel as if I have taken the easy way out.

This weekend was the Outside Lands music festival in San Francisco. Saw a bit of this and a bit of that (mostly just Beck and Radiohead), and had a good time, but spent the rest of the the weekend dealing with a bout of not-so-well-cooked food.



I think that people try to evoke a certain amount of control in their lives but when things start to spiral a bit, they clench even tighter, thinking that by closing toxicity off, it will solve the root of the problem all together. It took me over a year and a half to realize that if I just let things happen the way they're supposed to, I end up here. I never knew it was so easy to just be happy and I hope these people know how grateful I am to them for showing me just how easy it is.

This weekend, I'm going surfing in Santa Cruz. Wish me luck... a great white was spotted up at Stinson, so hopefully he plans on staying there and doesn't plan on coming down to nom on me, but you never know. If I disappear forever, you'll know what happened. Or will you?

Labels: change, music, Outside Lands, useless blog