I worry about you. I wonder if you're okay when I don't talk to you for days at a time. There's something in your voice that breaks and I don't know why you won't tell me what it is - maybe you don't even know what it is, but that bothers me even more. I hate that I can hear it in your voice and you just don't seem to know what to do. I'm not even concerned about what was going on between us before, I'm just worried about you.

I feel like you don't want me to ask or know, so I've tried to stay out of the way a bit more than I normally would... I worry that you're burying whatever it is that is bothering you and not dealing with it. I know I don't know you that well, but you were so open before and so closed now... maybe that's because our roles have changed. At the same time, I wonder if that's just the way you always were and you just slipped up when I came around.

I just don't know. But I kinda miss you.

Labels: communication, concern